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why is it that more and more eye candies younger than me/ us?
those are the days when cute guys are older than us!
omg.the sudden wave of aging is hitting me so hard.:(
he suddenly looks so woohoo now :)
have i learnt enough to be tested so repeatedly?
-.-
andrea said this feels like the final semester in UB.hello.dunno still got how many more times of this shit before the final finals.
okie.back to
- Mood:geeky
and it wasn't as depressing or awkward as i was expecting. sure, seeing some of them makes your heart wrench. but the volunteers there are really bright and cheery, and i guess it rubbed off on most of the elderly.
luckily, the uncle i was assigned to speaks mandarin and probably not the pessimistic type.i am v surprised he is a resident at the home, since he looks quite young (he is only 62) and quite healthy (i think he has some health problem, but i thought it was too sensitive to ask).
so we all went to the singapore flyer. and you can really see how this seemingly not very excitable trip can light up a person's day and face. :)
i guess it must be quite upsetting to stay there, away from their families. like what one of the volunteers said, some of them are better off there, as they can receive specialised care they require and the facilities there are pretty good too. but as human, we really cannot do without interaction with one another.and that's probably what they can't get enough of. it tear-stimulating to see how some of them look so lonely and disengaged :(
god bless the souls of the desolate and those with love and passion.
- Mood:
tired
i watched it two days ago.and i had a bad dream that night.
in my dream, there was a hurricane (nothing compared to the crazy stuff in the movie, though) in singapore and everything near my place was destroyed. in fact, my place was the only structure not flat on the ground. and i was alone, unable to contact ANYBODY.
i could feel the shit in my pants.
and the thing is, from the movie, there seems to be really nothing much that we can do to save the earth. something happened in the solar system and we are all going to dieeeeeeeeeee. the sense of helplessness and doom-ness.
so just in case the authority is hiding something from us commoners and doomsday is really just a few days away, pls let everyone i love know i love them.
wordl peace!!
but that doesnt mean you can take a peek into any people's lives, especially when they have specifically stated that they want to keep their businesses private.
yes, probably it is the blog site's setting being screwed up so you have the 'accidental' time of your life to satisfy your pursue of people's private affairs.but when you know some very personal issues are discussed, you should have the basic common sense and courtesy not to go around and tell others what you saw.not to mention you are not even close to people whom you have told to.
and you even ask your friend to check on us!pls!stop behaving like you need to know everything and everything has to be known to you.and for goodness sake, stop asking people around you to check on others la!it is getting very irritating and making you a damn f-up person.
pls, let us escape you!
call me a pussy for not mentioning names!but you can always 对号入座！
i asked the bus driver if that bus stops near the singapore flyer. i wanted to kick his ass when he said, "don't talk to me using those words.i am only a bus driver." (in mandarin and a sibei kiam-pak tone)
hello!is it my fault that you are stupid and dunno even know where the hell is the flyer!? you crazy piece of shit. you probably drive past it everyday as you try to earn that meagre wage which cannot even buy you a decent set of newspaper.
little wonder you are only a bus driver, as you mentioned it youself.
anyways!i almost spoilt my day being pissed with that BUS DRIVER.thank god for the student promo, or else i don't think chai would ever bring me there.HAHA.i was really excited and maybe a little nervous for the flight!taking photos like a china tourist too!but the flight got a tad too boring and slow for my liking, probably the same for the other real tourists in the same cabin.but still!for the cheesy romance i was a bit shy to admit i enjoyed!
so thankew chai, for the surprise you brought when you suggested that we should go to the singapore flyer, the wonderful day we spent together, and for the many usual days we enjoy anyway. ♥
- Mood:
cheerful
but just seeing you sleep like a baby makes me feel so blessed.
and you made it to meeting me for lunch in school! though i dunno why you want eat in skl when we can have lunch somewhere nicer.like long house.hehe.
so thnak you for making the effort to make me feel so loved and.. loved!
limited vocab.
and it's the first exam for the semester tmr!
it is getting less surprising since i have exams so often.or should i say it is actually more surprising cos i have exams so often!?
it is getting very sickening. and the worst thing is i get so burnt out preparing for exams so often that i am starting to take them a little too lightly and it is costing me my grades!
and i only realise i want to study hard when i get the resutls.which is obviously too late!so i tel myself i will study hard for the next exam.but the evil circle starts again!omg.-.-
k k.i should at least flip through the textbook now.
nights all.with love!
- Mood:
cranky
and you may not think that i care for you
but you know down inside that i really do
the irony thing is, the person i love most thinks he is not the best in my eyes.
that's crazy.
and i know it is my weird temperament that makes him feel this way. i do feel that i am insanely psycho. and the worst thing is that it is always so out of controoooooool!
no matter what it is like, pls always remember that you're number one. you always will be, my love.
and the amazing you can still continue doing silly things to cheer me up. like saying you are whiney cos you are wind-up (?). so endearing!
:)
- Mood:
guilty
it seems that my fate with tuition jobs are always short-lived. always sabotaged by group tuition!
the korean girl, whose mum decided she should mingle more with local children and decided to send her to a tuition centre.
the chinese girl who decided that the tuition provided in her school will be more closely related to the exam she is gonna take 1 month (!!) later.at least she told me when she is enrolled into a local secondary school and thinks that she will need tuition then, she would contact me.
i can only comfort myself, saying that this is quite timely cos midterms are coming!
and i guess she will need tuition later.that is if she manage to pass her coming exam.god bless her!
but otherwise, everything is going the way i like it to be!
school work is not killing.yet.just causing some disturbed rest i steal in the daytime.
worthy friends are just a text away.
zenji is such a sweet lover most of the time.
AWW <3
what i need now is a holiday!
or rain money!
- Mood: cheerful
after so many big wu-has, we finally realise that those normal days are the extraordinary moments we will remember for many years to come.
and zenji has a elongated bump on his head.elongated because he bumped into his door-.-
really as if it was his first time in his room.haha.
and he is still feeling the pain!is it normal?will this knock on the head wake his idea up for his exams revision?!
i read from RD (my trusty friend) that a seemingly harmless bump might lead to some really serious consequences.so i am a little paranoid that his brain might get worse that it is.hehe.but seriously, we all should consult a doctor!but you know of cases when doctors' misdiagnoses are big problems.so how ar!
the long-awaited holidays are gonna be over soon :( don go pls!
and i think i have been saying this very often.haha.
medicine pills. that is.
hehe.
i always think i will die swallowing those enormous pills faster than the illness will kill me,
and staying at home the whole time lets me watch every TV program at least twice-.-
and exams next week!i planned to start revising asap.but i really can't shake the laziness off.
but at least i have printed out the notes!good start alr.hahah.
EXAMS.EXAMS.EXAMS.
- Mood: sick
never let anyone into the group cos he/ she asked.
cos you never know if you are inviting trouble.
cos kindness might not be returned in another form of itself.
cos you will hate it when you have to clear the shit for someone else.
cos you will hope you had just said no despite the moment of jj-ness.
SIAN.
We watched a documentary in class today. it is named the Invisible Children (not invincible, eunice -.-) .
though it is not the first time i seen this video, for i saw it about 3 years ago in marketing class, it still came as a rude and disgusting wake up call. a wake up call to once again open my eyes to the many sufferings that are happening at this very moment in another part of the planet.
Invisible children can't be a more apt name for this youths in Uganda. their sufferings are understated, or probably unknown, to most people of the world. to us, suffering might be having not enough to spend, or even someone else misunderstanding us. to the children and many suppressed others in the so-called third world countries, suffering is the struggle to survive, the uncertainty of when is the next meal (which might be just some wood from a rarely seen tree), or the flickering hope of a shelter to spend the night safely.
the starvation, widespread of diseases, abduction, killing and every misery imaginable. our reality does not include any of those, but to the people there, it is what their everyday lives are about. we can never really feel how desperate they are, for we might not even survive a day there, let alone spend our lives the way they do.
so go on, spread the word.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I0XQEysQJ
god bless their souls.
she is at a place i never imagined her would be at.
a place where the once cheerful and chatty beautiful lady should never be at.
she was a smart and graceful belle, who lost her way in life.
but, i am sure she will be back soon.
god bless her.
- Mood:
pensive
maybe these will be something along that line.
"Indeed, studies suggest that the Internet has been vital in building social capital through the maintanence and creation of new social relationships that help communities and indviduals to form and revise identity."
"The result of participating in closely knit online communities could be expected to reinforce like-minded beliefs and similar interests and therefore promote homogeneity among members."
"... although the Internet may be not not an ideal environment for developing strong, bonding ties, it has a potential to promote weaker, cross cutting ties that characterize bridging social capital."
From Bowling Online, Not Alone: Online Socia Capital and Political Particaipation in Singapore
anw.they don't look like the particular line i wanna show!argh.
little food for thoughts!
i can't believe i m blogging NOW!
like now?
-.-
sucks to be nice at times.
i have been wanting to post this abstract from an article we used as reading in class. but i am too lazy to take it out from the file.which is lying on my bed.weird reason to be lazy to get a weird thing lying at a weird place.but it is a damn impt thing to say!so pls give me the will to walk the extra metre and stretch the extra muscle to get it done.
and the final exam is next thurs!like again!i know i have been saying this for the nTH time, but it is true right!my exams are like always round the corner.why so many
actually not so much of the studying.cos we have been studying as much for the other more minor exams (can you imagine the other exams even more common than the big f exams-.-). it is really the ants in your pants kinda feeling when you enter the exam hall/ flip open the exam paper/ stuck in one god-damn BIG question that is worth like 10 marks and wondering wtf is the question asking for.
i feel the need to stratch in my pants already.
and i said i will read the newspaper more often, to be more engaged in class and public affairs.
i haven't bought any newspaper since i said that.not even TNP.-.-
shamed.
may peace be with all.
- Mood: hungry
what could be a better place, but a club?:)
it seems that you are doing well after all that have happened.
and i am glad you are.
but you know what?
i am doing so much better!
HAHAHA.
anyway, it was a long due dinner get-together with the crazy people from my poly days.i must say they are certainly one bunch of people who saw me at my best and definitely the worst.thanks for the regular reminders,haha.
mollah, hope you like the wild-coloured bag ya!both you and the bag will make the best tasting mooncake ever!:D
i am so glad we met and spent such a wonderful night together.heartfelt thanks.
- Mood: cheerful
i hate it when my feelings and emotions go out of control, be it explicitly or just overwhelming inside me.
sometimes, it is not so intense but it just burst out, and then everything n everyone would be unhappy.den i will be regretful, den i am doubly unhappy.
and like you said, it is everytime when we are spending happy times together i have to spoil it -.-
maybe you wont believe it, but i am very sick of it too.
and sick of saying sorry too.
these little hiccups really sucks.
and mid term exams are here.again.wtf.
- Mood:
crappy
apparently, i left it at food republic at wisma.and i didnt know until my dad called me, saying someone from the food court called him.
and he almost scolded the person, since he didnt know how he got his number.anyway, the food court guy (his name is ken) said he got the number from inside the wallet.i don remember having my dad's mobile number in my wallet!
so we were at far east already, and i was looking at this jacket i had been looking for.lucky i didnt say i wanted to pay for it.imagine the shock and embarassment when i realised my wallet is gone when i want to make the payment.
then we walked back to wisma, as fast as my tired legs could carry me.not near uh!
lucky the kind-hearted ken decided to return the wallet.i cnt imagine losing what's inside the wallet and the wallet itself!
so thank you, mr KK (kind ken).
and i really didnt like it when you said those things.kinda disappointed,
- Mood:
blah
hi one and all
long time no see:)
so i am back from one of the best places i have been to.ohhh.
and it is also one of the best trips there!
all the crazy people, crazy food, crazy shoppping,
aww curly curly~~
so did i buy the tank top?argh.where is it!
so thank you, janice and dawn.for all the good times and taking my shit during the bad times.heart-felt gratitude.
and now, i am back in school.not so prepared for the two-modules-in-six-weeks timetable.
hello.one look at the outlines, i can alr see myself at AMK Mac really soon.
madness liaoxXxxXxx.
and baby.i really missed you like mad when i was there.i am sure it wld be ten times more fun if you were with us!and i think you wil really enjoy the place.maybe you deserved to be there more than i did!:D
may our post-grad trip come true!!
may this semester fly by!
loves
- Mood:
lazy
